Tuesday, August 14, 2007
wow i havent blogged NORMALLY in so longgg... haha anyway, school is so depressing... there's so much to do and so little time... then again i dont want more time cos that would mean more work ): the play is really getting to me now cos i have so much to settle and now all responsibility seems to be on me ): i really dont like that feeling... i cant screw up... if i screw up, the whole group goes down with me and i cant let that happen... i have AF exam on my mind constantly too... i've been missing lessons for the play and i cant do that anymore... but i cant just ignore the play either can i? i have so much on my mind... i just dont think i can handle it.... but i know that He is always by my side... i cant do this alone, by myself but with Him, i can (:
I shall work hard and find time to study for promos (even though right now i have no time)... i shall make use of every minute in my 24 hours with sufficient sleep as well... cos without sleep i'll die... literally... haha... i'm determined to do well for my promos and significantly improve from my JCTs (: yay good resolution.... and i'm upset marky's leaving ): sighh... why do all our best teachers leave? ): rahh.... but its okay, cos we can all do it (: everybody's going through a tough time right now but we'll all get through it together (:
to o level friends: jiayou for prelims now okay? study hard and we can all go out and go siao after that (:
to a level seniors: all the way for prelims and 'A's okay? i know this period of time is probably horrible with no time for sleep even but this is all going to be over soon (: i'm going to miss you guys when you leave... hang in there! (:
to TA mates: hello people, our lives are crazy with workload and play and exams and everything but we'll all get through this okay? after that WE'RE FREEEE!!!!! (:
7:46 PM
danced' vibrant
Monday, August 13, 2007
It does not take perfection
to please God's own heart
It does not mean that when we struggle
He thinks less of us
All he wants is for us to stay
Close to him day by day
With an attitude of servanthood
In all we do and say
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We worhip the Creator
The Giver of all things
He does not need our talents
or ambitious dreams for him
All He wants is for us to hear
His word and obey
With an attitude of love and grace
In all we say and do
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To the glory of Your Name
The best that I can be
is a meek and humble servant
For You eternal King
My life that's less than nothing
I surrender at Your feet
To take on Your likeness Jesus
Is what I pray to be
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Thankyou Karen (:
6:43 PM
danced' vibrant
Friday, August 10, 2007
I dont know where this is leading me
I dont know where I'm going
I dont know if this is doing me any good
If any of this will work for me
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I've told myself I know
What I have to do in life
To finish what I've started
To get to the finish line
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Yet now I'm lost again
In my own world of dreams
I know I've got to wake up
To find myself again
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These dreams are drowning me
I'm losing control of my life
I'm sinking slowly and painfully
Not knowing what's inside
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I'm holding on to my life
Breathing hard as ever
I cant allow myself to sink no more
Or I'd be gone forever
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I'm going to get my life back
This time it'll be in my hands
I'll hold on tighter than I ever have
For as long as I possibly can
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This life is mine alone
This life was for me
This life is still for me
And this life will be for me
8:48 AM
danced' vibrant
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
I have never expected
for things to turn out this way
for us to seem so close
yet seem so far away
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I try and try so hard
yet nothing comes from it
through all the tears and pain
i die a little each day
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I hold on tighter each time
and keep it closed inside
I dont want to say it out
and destroy this friendship now
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I know i shouldn't be feeling this way
I'm hurting myself instead
But i cant control my emotions
whenever they fight to stay
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I will learn to dance for Him
for Him alone it'll be
whatever trials may come
I will not seek to flee
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Instead I'll brave the storm
with Him walking by my side
Because I know He's there
I will conquer this fight
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I belong to Him alone
In His family I am blessed
I have been given this gift
And I'll use it to my best
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It's an honour to be His child
To be able to believe
I will hold on to my faith
And know He's there with me
7:14 AM
danced' vibrant
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
Sometimes I wonder if we’ll ever make it
If there’s still hope for us
If we’ll end up being the same disappointment
The same disappointing class
Sometimes I thought I should just give up
Maybe I’ll never make it after all
But you continued to believe in us
Believing that we will not fall
Despite what others would say
You never gave up on us
You gave your best to inspire
To get the best out of us
We’ve disappointed many times
And betrayed the hope you had in us
But your words, though harsh,
Finally woke us up.
Now you are leaving
We may never see you again
It’s hard to watch you walk away
But your efforts will not be in vain
We may not be the best
We may be disappointing in your eyes
But nothing will ever be the same again
Because you’re leaving us
The hope you had in us
Will always be an inspiration
For you we will strive harder
Because you believed in us
12:25 AM
danced' vibrant
